RLT Wrapped 2025

A year in charts, metrics, patch notes, and other things that definitely aren't coping mechanisms.

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Original artwork by Ryan Taylor

We’re in the era where everything has a Wrapped.

Your bank will tell you your “top spending category” is Regret. Your phone will announce you spent nine hours a day on “Screen Time”, like that’s a cute little wellness badge and not a welfare check. Somewhere, right now, an overexcited product team is pitching HR Wrapped:

“This year you attended 46 meetings that could’ve been an email. Your top collaborator was ‘Slack Fatigue’. Share your results?”

So obviously I made one for myself.

Because if the world is going to quantify my existence, I’d like to at least be the one choosing the charts.

Welcome to RLT Wrapped 2025.

My 2025 Listening

Total Vibrations
Music total listen time
Minutes
45,000
Equivalent time
Duration
4 weeks, 3 days, 6 hours
Podcast time
Hours
108
Primary use case
Coping mechanism
Emotional regulation
Total audio minutes
51,480

Five weeks of audio. Zero weeks of silence.

Which means, statistically, I was either:

  • A person with a healthy relationship to art
  • A man attempting to drown out his internal monologue
  • A devotional practitioner at the Church of Nu-Disco
  • Obsessed with listening to other people's thoughts
  • All of the above

My 2025 Locations

I spent the year moving between two cities like a migratory bird, except instead of instincts and elegance I had WhatsApp voice notes and a suitcase full of black jumpers.

Ich bin ein Berliner
Berlin
Days
146
Improved
Motor control
Dancing
Added
Spiritual patch
Mild clarity
Lost
Opportunity cost
Many weekends
Days in Berlin
40%

I came for work and play; I stayed for the kick drum.

Back At The Ranch
Manchester
Days
219
Improved
Resilience
Patience with weather
Added
Equipment
Waterproof jacket
Lost
Sentiment
Nothing. She’s perfect
Days in Manchester
60%

Consistent: Rain. Reliable: Affection.

My 2025 Language Skills

Ein bisschen Deutsch
German level
Fluency
B1/2-ish
Improved
Latency
Apology speed
Added
Vocabulary pack
Berliner slang
Deprecated
Denial
Pretending I’m “just visiting”
Current level
Fluent-ish

Now able to order coffee and panic in many languages.

Which is to say: I can order a coffee, talk like a native, and apologise for existing with increasing grammatical accuracy.

All pretence that I'm just visiting Berlin is quickly evaporating...

My 2025 Nightlife

Dancefloor Delight
Club nights
Count
48
Performance
Runtime
High
Battery
Health
Unknown
Cooling
Thermals
Questionable
Dancing
Confidence
Nailed it
% of nights in Berlin on dancefloors
33%

Therapy. But with better lighting.

If this were any other Wrapped, by now it'd be saying something like: “Your year was all about connection.”

And I'd go: "Yes, because dancing is one of the only ways I’ve ever found to make my nervous system shut up and behave. And all the best friendships are made on dancefloors."

Also: cardio is expensive in this economy. I’m not paying 80€ a month to run on a treadmill when Berlin exists.

Top Artists aka Things-I-Somehow-Made-While-Everything-Was-On-Fire

Scratch

Scratch shipped for testing. It’s in beta with over 500 testers, which is a terrifying number of human beings to invite into your brain and then ask, politely, what they think of your taste.

Also: Tiefe, a new design language. Because naturally, while building a music app, I decided I should also invent an entire aesthetic system so the UI can feel like a piece of hardware you’d actually want to touch. Completely normal behaviour. No notes.

Also also: I created and curated 17 playlists for Scratch, and designed the cover art for all of them, which means at some point I became a small boutique record label that only employs one tired man with a MacBook and a lot of discarded coffee cups.

Scratched an itch
Status
Release
Public Beta
Shipped
Reality check
Added
Scale
500+ testers
Known issue
Temperament
Cannot do anything “normally”
Testers
500+

Tiefe exists because music deserves to be presented gorgeously.

Dead Keen

My business is nearly 3 years old, and this year I took on 6 new clients, which I’m genuinely proud of. Partly because it’s work I care about, and partly because it confirms I wasn’t hallucinating my ability to function.

Doing the Do
Status
Operations
Quietly scaling
Added
Pipeline
6 new clients
In progress
New lick of paint
Website rebuild
Notes
Vibe check
Keeping on keeping on
New clients
6

The business somehow survived my nervous system. Iconic.

Voir

This year I took on a fractional CTO role at Voir, designing and developing an internal web app that’s fuelling creativity in the business.

Also started a company-wide brand refresh strategy which is nailed, with the visuals and design language refresh landing next year. I’ve also started nudging things toward a more thought-led, creative-first mentality, which is slow work because culture change is basically trying to steer a bus made of opinions while everyone argues about the playlist.

What I love about my work here is despite the AI arms race, Voir is committed to a human-first, tech-second approach. And it’s working.

I’ve enjoyed being part of the team this year immensely.

Et Voir-là
Mode
Role
Fractional CTO
Built
Output
Internal app for team creativity
In progress
Brand
Refresh (visuals next year)
Mood
State
Joyful
Mood
Joyful

Human-first, tech-second—imagine that.

Negative Space

This isn’t something I’m talking about yet, but it’s coming. All I will say is I have shared it with my inner circle and they didn’t hate it. Hurrah.

It still feels like a slightly dangerous thing to make, which is how I know it’s probably the right thing. Hopefully...

See you in 2026 on this one.

What’s This, Then?
Status
Disclosure
Secret. For now.
Notable mention
Audience
Shared with inner circle
Risk rating
Creative health
Healthy
Release window
Tease
See you in 2026
Danger level
Just enough

Coming soon: consequences.

My Most Shared Moment

I wrote an article about Tim Cook (CEO of Apple) and his betrayal of LGBTQ+ rights following his actions this year. It got a lot of attenton.

This is one of those things that sounds fake even when it happens. Watching words you wrote in your own little corner of the internet suddenly appear in places that have buildings named after them is, erm...wild.

It’s also a reminder that writing down my thoughts and posting them to this site isn’t just shouting into the void. Sometimes the void shouts back. I am very proud of this moment. I never want that kind of freneticism in my life ever again. Thank you and good night.

Making Waves
Moment
Article
Tim Cook + LGBTQ+ rights
Picked up by
Reach
Tech press + major US outlets
Status
Brain
Surreal
Notes
Aftercare
Proud. Never again.
Minutes of fame
15

Turns out the void has push notifications.

My System Status

This is the part algorithms don’t like: the messy human bit.

This year I dealt with mental health issues, burnout, ADHD, and the aftermath of a messy relationship.

So, imagine trying to run a high-output creative practice with your brain set to “scattergun”, while the one thing that helps—ADHD meds—is stuck somewhere in a supply chain blackhole. Then add grief and administrative chaos, and top it off with the general sensation that reality has been replaced by a series of pop-ups asking you to accept cookies.

And yet:

I still made things.
I still wrote.
I still danced.
I still shipped.

Not in a hustle way. In the quiet, stubborn way. The way that looks unimpressive from the outside and feels heroic only because you know what it cost.

I listened to music like it was medicine—because, well...it is. I danced, because moving your body is sometimes the only way to remind yourself you’re still here.

And I kept creating, not because I’m particularly noble, but because creation is the one place the noise gets organised into something that makes sense.

Coping Mechanisms
Known issue
Supply chain
ADHD meds unavailable
Load
Background processes
Burnout + mental health + aftermath
Mitigation
Tools
Music + dancing + making things
Outcome
Reality
Still shipped. And danced
Status
Still going

High load, low meds, weirdly productive.

My Closing Card

Made It
Summary
Result
Top 0.1% of people who kept going
Primary driver
Engine
Creativity
Notes
State
Never gave up
Overall outcome
Shipped

Creativity caught me. Again. Ta, love.

A lot has happened this year. When I sat down to write this, I thought there’d be nothing. Ironically, despite all the personal stuff that’s gone on, I’ve built stuff nonetheless. In fact, I’ve probably had the highest creative output this year of any year before it.

I kept choosing to create. Thank you, creativity. I owe you it all.

Anyway. That’s my Wrapped.

See you next year for RLT Wrapped 2026, assuming capitalism doesn’t turn being alive into a subscription model, and the medication supply chain remembers I exist. Ha!

Congratulations, Ryan, you survived the algorithm. I hope you did too.

All the best for 2026. Much love x

Written with love by Ryan

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